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help me take that feeling away. ):
hellooo, i don't have to go to school because it's a marking day today,
so i'm stuck at home! D:
which gives me a lot of time to think. ><

oh yeah, i 'baked' a cheese cake yesterday! (: it actually wasn't that nice anyway.
anyway.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW. D: CAN ANYONE TEACH ME HOW TO FORGET SOMEONE?! The more i tell myself i don't like him, the more i want to forget, the more he gets stuck in my mind, and the more i miss him. D:
ugh. i guess, i'll have to pray. it won't be a silent prayer then..

Dear God,
Help me take this feeling away.
I don't want to keep hanging on.
I just want to let go.
Can you help me let go, and teach me too.
I don't want to be ignored, I want to talk to him.
I like talking to him. It's fun.
And, maybe he doesn't want to talk to me because i'm boring?
Or maybe, like he said, he's guilty.
But, let him him know that it's not his fault.
Actually, it's mine. I caused this upon both of us, and i created all this mess.
Help us get along well again, and i want to be his good friend.
I think you should know the answer to my question - am i a friend to him?
Or, just some person who created lots of trouble to him?
I want to let him know i'm really sorry.
And, i hope this feeling will fade soon..
Amen.

ohmy, is it too emo? ><
hmm, i must stay happy! don't too emo already. -.-
i know it's not worth it, but.. i dunnoh why i can't let go.
I HAVE PROBLEM. -.-